dear diary,

dear diary,

i am so happy. my penpal wrote to me. HAHAHA. i will reply soooooooon. maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow. i can memorize my penpal's address by heart already. after so many years i still can remember vividly.
ps. penpal, please do not comment when you see this. we must use the traditional means of communication. :)

blah. i am sick of french already. i keep skipping lessons. i think i want to stop already. maybe continue at a later time. i still have my DELF in december. wa i dont want to go. i never even do all my homework.

i have my music theory coming soon. i want to commit suicide.

dear diary,

i love siewchen! ytd was raining cats and dogs and she offered to drive hammerhead and i to the interchange. she so sweet right. :) i was so excited sitting in her car. HAHAHA.

so bored. sweet potato love is watching coraline in class now. i was complaining to her that i wont watch that show because there are lizards. HAHAHA. then she said that the lizards appeared for less than a minute only. -.-

anyways, scenes from the paranormal activity is still haunting me. i kept imagining that i will see shadows on the door and i would hear stompings on the stairs. i kept imagining that suddenly the demon would pull me off from my bed.

and, i had a dream. i dreamt that i got my dream pair of crocs.

dear diary,

Question: Are you happy now?
Answer: Yes, I am happy now.

Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open. :)

dear diary,

today, i want to reflect, because this thing has been bothering me for quite some time already. i want to resolve this issue that has been bugging at me before i officially move on, because every now and then, it still lingers. the crystal-clear memories that i used to have has blurred over time.

"Never look back and regret, look back and smile at what you have learned."
i've made a decision, and i never regretted doing so. honestly, i did not regret leaving, but i regret at how things became after i left. i know i've caused pretty much sufferings at my decision to leave, but do you know how much more i have to suffer if i dont? i regret how i always turned you down at your every attempt to talk to me and i regret that we can no longer be on talking terms.

sometimes, i ask, 'are you happy now?'
sometimes, i just want to talk to you.
sometimes, i just want to be your friend.

sometimes, we have to give up some things in order for us to pursue happiness.

dear diary,


( Paranormal Activity )

paranormal activity with you-know-who. HAHAHA. i decided, hammerhead sounds nicer. this show is not scary, but i got shocked. i was the only person screaming in the cinema. really only person. HAHAHA. better than hammerhead, he jumped up from his seat and fell on the floor. LOL! the movie ended without anyone knowing, because everyone just sat at there waiting for an official ending. until everyone in the cinema got chased away because no one left although the movie ended.

before that, hammerhead and i went to donate bricks. HAHAHAHA. www.weareone.sg

dear diary,

i experienced a bizarre incident on friday, the thirteenth.

introduction:
as i was on my way home, the train skipped my stop.

details:
at eunos, the announcement was 'next station: kembangan'. ok so i waited and prepared to alight, because the distance between eunos and kbg is pretty short. as i was waiting, i wondered why the journey between eunos and kbg seemed so long today. then suddenly the train went into the tunnel. not only i was shocked, but everyone on the train were looking at each other and feeling puzzled.

then i remembered about the circle line, then i thought they built a tunnel between eunos and kbg. HAHAHA. but it's not possible because on my journey to school the train did not go into any tunnel. so nvm, i waited. then i saw bedok south secondary school. i think it's not bedok south. i saw a secondary school. then the train arrived at bedok with the announcement saying that it was at kembangan.

so i alighted and walked over to the other side and waited for the train back. as i was waiting, i was afraid i would never get back home. i was afraid i entered the third dimension.

conclusion:
because it was friday, the thirteenth.

reflection:
actually come to think of it, it's not really that scary lah. right? but at that point of time, it seemed really scary. not scary that it missed my stop, but scary that it happened on friday the thirteenth. LOL.

dear diary,

今天是星期五的十三日.
today is friday the 13th.
aujourd'hui est vendredi de treize.

"jane couldnt be possibly be hating anyone one what
that is not the qi hui i know "

:) i've left good impression to people. even my awful image yesterday was hard to believe.
HAHAHAHA.

dear diary,

danggggzzzz.

why so many people got shocked over my previous post huh. very shocking meh? vulgar only what. HAHAHAHAHA. so many people got taken aback. anyways, this time round i am not going to remove that post. i am going to leave it there to serve as a reminder. LOL!

sometimes uh, i think its not really good to remain pure. HAHAHAHAHA. sometimes, a shocking moment can stun quite a number of people. sometimes, im not as innocent as you think. dont take me lightly.

heh.